Archive | April 2013

sadist me

it’s drowning me
in the sea of depression
making me numb
stealing my happiness
and the belonging with this world.
it’s killing me
making me feel empty, sick
leaving me with no reason
and i lack belonging with this world.
it makes me feel alone
amidst the crowd of my loved ones
and the happy moments.
such a sadist is this self of mine
sadist indeed.

by: Huma Aftab